Krya Zans Siennazon Shain.
Aye, it's cleverly my real name so jumble it up and prove me wrong if you got the time and will to do so.
Paper cranes, Alice in Wonderland, rainbows, Jabbawockeez, vintage, Regina Spektor, sunflowers, sweet smells, boxes, orderliness, intentional mess, my triangle earrings, Sundance movies, anti-folk, adventure, change, soccer, owls, tuna, Peter Pan, the sky, cereal, Anastasia, Scatterheart.
(In random order)
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Diary ♥
P.S. I also have a tendency to talk too much.
TRUE THAT ): For me, at least. And I think I’m the only one around me boohoo-ing about that.
(Source: observando)
I’ve still got that entire envelope of returned gifts that I look through once in a blue moon. Seen blue moons twice since they were given back. I measure my strength and progress of forgetting by seeing my reactions upon seeing those items (: They’ve almost lost their energy <3
(Source: observando)
Wohkay! Got that off my chest! G’night beautiful world!
“Sometimes, you have to let go of certain people for a while. However, knowing that they would never give up on you- assures you that they’re always there and that everything will be ok.”
Hi, kyl! Can I please borrow this quote?
I promise I’ll update you once I feel like it. It’ll be soon! Gotta get my creative juices made to taste perfect. Gotta start writing again.
WOHOOO!
tredici replied to your post: Writing a CV for the first time is daunting
true ! and the whole application process is , blah !
meehhh!
I’m afraid. I’m scared. Change? Oh, I used to laugh in the face of change, but that was when all I knew about life was that I had to get grades good enough to take me to the next level.
Yes, I knew we had to work after graduating, and I’ve seen my share of nervous characters fidgeting and perfecting every minute imperfection they thought they had on them just so that they would get the job, but oh, boy! Is the real thing an entirely different realm of sharp dips in your chest!
My mind is currently on overdrive; throwing the worst possible scenarios it can come up with on to the screen of focus of my inner-mind theatre. “What if I’m not up to it?”, “What if I make a big mistake?” and whatnot.
BVHHHT.
I know I’m capable of this. I love doing this. And besides, I’ll obviously be shown the ropes before they throw me into uncharted waters.
Dear Jesus, please help. Watch over me. ):
- Liaise with BP Angola UK PA/TA to ensure smooth transition of new starts to Singapore, reception of business travellers and normal administration traffic
- Order programme standard PPE Equipment for Team members through nominated suppliers
- Co-ordinate arrangements for meetings, off-site conferences, manage and co-ordinate diaries, book relevant facilities and equipment and co-ordinate travel and accommodation arrangements for others within the BU or PU/department to make best use of time and resources.
I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m scared.
Homeschooling hasn’t been going full force. I’ve been working all this while and as you would’ve figured/guessed from the title of this entry, I’ve recently been offered a job by an employee of the client company (BP Angola) of the company I’m currently working for (MODEC). This job starts in June, which is due to take its place as current month in less than 2 days.
Current weekly schedule more or less goes like this:
Mon through Fri : Work in the morning, study at night
Sat & Sun : Soccer at 3pm on Sat, 9am on Sun
It looks pretty standardized, doesn’t it?
I’m trying to make the best of it, though. That’s why, after posting this, I’m going over the roles document once more to make sense of the duties and mentally prepare myself, as well as to see the bright side of this.
After all, I did mention that one should give their best or not give anything at all. (Dang, I should’ve watched my mouth then ;P Joke! ^^v)
P.S. Tall/Leo/Patrick star/MJ, if you wanna go out with me, I guess Sunday could be debated. After all, it’s the only debatable day of the week, seeing as I’m supposed to start another job in June (provided they take me for it).
P.P.S. I’m doing some other things besides this, just in case you don’t see why the tone of this post should be just a tad stressed-out, and I’m experiencing the consequences of not caring for my skin much earlier -.-
I’m not famous or popular or anything, so sue me.
